I tend to leave alot of the songs I write unfinished.
Got notebooks full of 'em.
Kind of a fun glimpse into my mindset at the time.
Also throw in some random one acts, short film ideas, and monologues into the mix.
It's not one of my songs that everyone's been waitin' to analyze, but it is something.
Something (I'm not sure what to classify it under) from late '05.
I was probably still a tad bit emo than.

Sad Wish

What's so difficult?
Am I making things hard for you?
Then just comfortably leave me even though I can't understand why.
I do have a favor to ask you though.
You have to be living happily next time I run into you so I can understand.

Don't apologize to me.
Just show me your smile while you hold everything in.
I want to yell 'no' but since I know it's pointless I'll just let you slip away.

Next time be happy.
That way I can't approach you and can easily let you go.
If you can't do it, you can come back to me.
I'm still living for you.
It's hard, but I will wait, remembering the times we've spent in comfort.

I think I'll cry because I don't understand.
I have no confidence I'll be able to forget you.
I want to yell 'no' but since I know it's pointless I'll just let you slip away.
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So yea, not really sure what I was aiming for when I put that together.
All I know is that it involved the breaking down of my last relationship.
Although it does leave me w/ a solid base for a song.
I'm thinkin' heavy on the strings.
'Cuz I'm a classic type of guy.

Gonna change pace here courtesy of one of my old high school buds.
At least until the end of the week I'm supposed to avoid everything that could effect my vision in a negative way until my eyes heal completely.
I just noticed that the act of motor-boating at this moment could potentially alter my vision in a negative way for the rest of my life.
How fun would that be though?
Permanent blindness caused by ample bosom.

I like to think that when you move in with someone, you're tellin' yourself: "I hope we don't break-up."
More on that in a future post.

Current Brain Age: 20
Current Wii Fitness Age: 25
The Random Quote:
"Can you help me out, I don't know what to do.
All I can do is hope you feel the same way too." - Anonymous